mY first presentation in Universtity (part 2)

Wow... all girls and boy look like office ladies and office boy...
Everyone wear formal during the presentation week.
Girls pretty and beautiful... Boys handsome and charming... haha..
Hope to see they wear again...

mY first presentation in Universtity (part 1)

Is been a tried month on Aug... because in a day i almost have 2 presentation..
Although is tried, I also feel happy of it.
Because let me improve my skills
and also not need to wear so formal in a few day... haha
Wearing so formal in Kampar do really very hot.. keep sweat..

~to be continue~

WoRdS to mYself... =.=

~ 对生活中，难以避免的那些悲苦失望的时刻，~
~ 应该用欣赏的心情去体味和面对，并练习去适应。~
~ 你会发现，一切的苦乐成败都为我们充实了生命的内容。~
~ 你更会发现， 快乐固然值得欣慰，
~ 痛苦也会使人有另一方式的收获。~


~ 凡事都是一种学习，别太在乎每一件事情的结果，~
~ 过程胜于结果，无需埋怨，只须努力。~

Deep Feeling... Deep impression..

Is been a long time didn't update my blog...
Because happened many thing in this pass few week.
Is been tough and hard weeks for me to go through it...
Long story... I don't know I should start from where to talk!?
I can't describe my feeling, can't explain... ...T.T
Just know tears and sad is deep inside my heart..
I trying my best to control it well,
I trying to pretend it well too... Not to let others know.
But, I now only realize, I poor and bad in pretend.

"Self disclosure" is not a good action and idea, Victoria!
"Self disclosure" make you wake up from a dream.
Rules which you belief so long, just a dream, is wrong action!
I done a big mistake...
A mistake that I cant even forgive myself.
A mistake that let me learn how to protect myself.
A mistake that let me know more well others thing...
This lesson is make me pay out more than I think...

Memories... promises...

Friday that day, I took train back KL again.
Miss there... Really wanna go back..
So decide miss 1 lecture class on Saturday.
Actually, I Saturday not class de lar...
Suddenly, replace class on that day.
And still so long hours. Finish class on 2pm lu..
Reach back KL almost night liao lo..
And I really got important thing to do ma!
So miss it loh!
But call friend help me sign attendance list. Hehe...

Yesterday, Saturday morning, around 6.30am,
I and a old friend, William back our secondary school
~ CHONG HWA IND. HIGH SCHOOL~
to visit our best friend, bei bei. Haha..
She still studying upper six, taking STPM.
This year exam lu... Bei bei, wish u good luck la~~
Unfortunately, miss another friend go with us, Zhi Yee. Haih~
I find her go out eat breakfast before she start class de,
But, Bei bei told us that she wanted to make breakfast for us eat.
So, told us to go her class wait her ohh..
In that moment, I do feel like I back to form six.
Back to our happy time.
I choose early in the morning go find her take breakfast,
It is because really miss that time,
4 of us best friends, Zhi Yee, William, Bei Le & Me,
take breakfast in school canteen everyday morning almost 4 years.
And also, on last year, form six,
4 of us get bored to eat our school canteen food,
so decide take turn cook thing to school for our breakfast and lunch.
Still can save money leh.. =.=
We still bring chopstick, bowl, and glass cup put in a box leave at school cupboard,So exaggerate lar~
Every recess time, must be go to my class or go bei bei class eat lunch.
Then, must be many others friends look at us de...
Feel a bit "xia shui" on that time.
But now I feel happy to have a memory like that.
Yo, my best friends, still got remember what thing that your guys done before anot?!
Miss that time very much loh... T.T
Hope we still will gather in the future no matter where 4 of us go...
Specially, u, William,
Go so far study de, Don't dare you, forget 3 of us.. hehe..
Hope our promise will come true...
4 of us can save money go Romania find you.




After, I go back to secondary school,
I start thinking many things.
Or i should say many sad and happy memories flow in my mind.
I visited few of our old teachers and friends that still study in school.
My teachers said that my skin is darker and darker,
and also said that my skin is the symbol to let them rmb me oh..
Don't I should laugh or sad..hehe..

Don't why, back to secondary school,
and hometown see my friends and dad
Let me feel so motivate and a bit upsad.
Motivate is ~ I can get good results to have a chance fly out to oversea study...to change my family situation now...to have a life I wanted so much..
Upsad is~ I really can do it ma...I still too weak.. no matter which aspect...

Gua Tempurung...

Oh ya... busy till nearly forget to post up my Gua Tempurung trip.
Haha... quite exciting going there.. and many stories happed too.
I think the most pity story is....
one of my classmate head hit by a limestone.
All of us so scare that she will bleeding.
Luckly, just build a double story houses only. (swollen)
Haha... she fine now. Don't worry...
Every of our classmate is caring of her.

I think this trip most happiness and exciting is,
we have fun in playing water each other at the steam.
Although all of us get wetted and feel a bit cold,
and also feel tried of walking 3 hours long,
I still feel very joyful and memorable.
Can says that unique experience and memories

Actually, I long time haven been there...
I remember the last time I visited Gua Tempurung...
is when I study form 2 with my parents and relatives.
After 3 hours long trip,
me and my few classmate also went Kampar town to have lunch,
to eat Kampar famous food-Curry Chicken Bread.
The Bread that inside pack with the curry chicken.
Does my KL fren try before?! >.<
The bread is tasty and when you cut the bread...
You can smell the curry flavour lor.. Walao yeah!
I can tell you that all of us like a hungry ghost lor..
When the food arrived the table,
within 5 min more a bit all of us had finished.

We all have breakfast in the morning before we depart to Gua Tempurung...

Left to Right: Willam, Wesley, Pei Yun

Prepare to Depart to Gua Tempurung loh...

Our car driver and our PR group tutorial 1 classweb... and also the girl that builded double story house... haha..

Picture inside: Xiao Yun

Taking picture with my classmate.

Left to right: Mei Xian, Victoria(Me lar!), Pinky

Sitting front seat of my classmate and driver also wanted to take picture lor..

Left to right: Pei Yun, Xiao Yun

Arrived our destination lar...

Group Pictures
Boys: Ah Lam, Jun Fa, William and You Han
Girls: Pinky, Xiao Yun, Mei Xian and Me

~~~The Most Happiness and Memorable Part~~~

See our shoes... all get wetted.

We having fun in playing water... ^.^

Stress and Pressure

Is been a long time didn't update my blog lo...
Because I busy doing assignment and prepare mid-term.
But I haven do revision yet... No enough time to use also.
Every night so late sleep... Really very tired lo..
Why is every University have to do so many assignment ah?!
For what leh.. My PR lecturer still said that...
we study so many theories,
but in the reality world won't use much of it.
My lecturer also said that,
we pay so many money to study in University...
is just to get a degree certificate only. Others is nothing...
In this reality world, if you don't have or I should say at least,
you must have a degree certificate,
Otherwise, you can't even survive,
and also is better you have working experience too.
Haih... I feel pressure and heightening tension nowadays.
Because I seem like can't follow up what the lecturer taught.
My English is really very poor loh...
spelling, grammar is the worse.
No matter how I try hard,
I still like haven improve anything yet.
Quite sad of it... I can't afford to lose now...
Is just the beginning of my university journeys only.
I looking forward to be a event organizer,
or maybe PR practitloner.
But is seem like still far away from me
and it's a stressful job to me.
I really hope that I dreams will come true in one day.