Deep Feeling... Deep impression..

Is been a long time didn't update my blog...
Because happened many thing in this pass few week.
Is been tough and hard weeks for me to go through it...
Long story... I don't know I should start from where to talk!?
I can't describe my feeling, can't explain... ...T.T
Just know tears and sad is deep inside my heart..
I trying my best to control it well,
I trying to pretend it well too... Not to let others know.
But, I now only realize, I poor and bad in pretend.

"Self disclosure" is not a good action and idea, Victoria!
"Self disclosure" make you wake up from a dream.
Rules which you belief so long, just a dream, is wrong action!
I done a big mistake...
A mistake that I cant even forgive myself.
A mistake that let me learn how to protect myself.
A mistake that let me know more well others thing...
This lesson is make me pay out more than I think...