我的心想说... ...

多讲点笑话，以幽默的态度处事，
这样子日子会好过一点。
你需学会接受，因为接受比抱怨还要好，
对于不可改变的事实，
除了接受以外，没有更好的办法了。
来是偶然的，走是必然的。
所以你必须，随缘不变，不变随缘。
韵丝，时间总会过去的的一天，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

承诺

我承诺过自己要把保护她，守护她的担子给放下，不是吗？！
是时候放手给回她的他，过去的就让它过去吧！！
但是，为何？
当遇见回她时，我心中还是有那股冲动，忘了对自己承诺过的话...
难道，这一辈子我注定要守护着她... ...
就算把自己弄的遍体鳞伤，也要继续吗？？

A Letter tO mYselF

Dear Victoria,

 

You know what? I feel tried. You always said that you know many things, but don't know why you can't practise it. Do you know where the problem is? The problem is you don't dare and you don't want. I think maybe it's because your low level of self confident. You can't take "I know all these but I don't know why I can't do it" as excuse to escape from the problem. Please don't think that anyone of your friends can understand or read your mind 100%. I can tell you that no one can do it unless god. They might very clear about your characteristic, but they can't read your mind and of course they can’t choose for you.

Don't choose to beg the people around you but choose for your own good. However, choose the minimize the suffer of the people. Sometimes you feel suffer; uncomfortable, directionless and helpless, you hope someone can help you to escape from these. But how you going to escape if you don't run yourself? Don't you think that it's more painful when you are pulled by others without walking?

The End And Another Beginning

h yeah... the final exam has ended finally!!!
Semester break, I'm coming!!!
My course is the last to finish all the subject exam. Haih...
Another courses almost finished early and back their hometown.
So that why, this few days, Kampar is so quite... So scary loh...
I a bit worry about my first semester results in University.
Because I don't think I done well in some of the subject exam.
I do really scare I need to repeat some of the subject. =3
But its already over... I cannot change anything.
So,I'm now trying hard not to think it 1st...
I wanted to enjoy my 2 weeks+ semester break 1st...
KL... I'm back to play around again... haha...

However, I feel a bit upset too... I don't know why...
Maybe I miss something... people...
Maybe my emo comes...
Worry that happiness will not longer again,
Worry things and people will change in sometimes.
I do hope to cry out loudly and alone. T.T
Maybe this can make me release my emo...
Or I should laught loudly to relax...
I had no idea...

During the final exam, my life like a zombie life.
Although tried and pressure, left many memories to me also la...
With a friend, Adeline chat each other almost whole night.
Funny is I know this friend not longer than 1 month,
but so many topic to chat... haha..
Feel sorry to her also,because let her become zombie too. >.< I think Adeline won't blame me, right? haha You next semester also not in Kampar le... Don't miss me wor!? You need to gambateh during training in KL wor... Wait you come back Kampar and I accompany you watch sunrise. Wish you all the best la!!!

mY first presentation in Universtity (part 2)

Wow... all girls and boy look like office ladies and office boy...
Everyone wear formal during the presentation week.
Girls pretty and beautiful... Boys handsome and charming... haha..
Hope to see they wear again...

mY first presentation in Universtity (part 1)

Is been a tried month on Aug... because in a day i almost have 2 presentation..
Although is tried, I also feel happy of it.
Because let me improve my skills
and also not need to wear so formal in a few day... haha
Wearing so formal in Kampar do really very hot.. keep sweat..

~to be continue~

WoRdS to mYself... =.=

~ 对生活中，难以避免的那些悲苦失望的时刻，~
~ 应该用欣赏的心情去体味和面对，并练习去适应。~
~ 你会发现，一切的苦乐成败都为我们充实了生命的内容。~
~ 你更会发现， 快乐固然值得欣慰，
~ 痛苦也会使人有另一方式的收获。~


~ 凡事都是一种学习，别太在乎每一件事情的结果，~
~ 过程胜于结果，无需埋怨，只须努力。~